The Good Book says ‘Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s wife….’

It doesn’t specifically say not to desire your neighbor’s husband so do you think I am going to hell? A New couple moved in down the block into one of the biggest houses in the neighborhood. I wanted this house from the moment I moved into the neighborhood but it was just a bit too pricey then. It was HUGE and GORGEOUS with beautiful landscaping but I just couldnt afford THAT much house…Besides I wouldn’t know what to do with 6 bedrooms.

Anyway enough about the house, its what’s IN the house now that intrigues me. “They” moved in several weeks ago and I met the wifey first. Married, grown children and a big house all to herself. She doesn’t work so she is always gardening or something. I met her one morning and it became our ritual over the weeks to chat over coffee either on my front porch or hers every day.

Now yesterday her hubby came home early from work and interrupted our morning coffee clutch. I couldn’t get over what luck this bitch had! He wasn’t particularly gorgeous but he was ruggedly handsome and oozed sexuality and charm. I would say he is in his early 50’s ( only because eluded to that fact ) but he didnt look a day over 35. He had slightly graying temples, large shoulders, muscular legs and so much more. I couldnt stand wanting this man so much so instantly I had to leave. I hadn’t felt that instant attraction to anyone in a long time.

What am I supposed to do? Do I make my move? Do I leave it alone? I just dont know! He’s just SO fucking amazing!! I wanna hear what you have to say. Am I going to hell? God my pussy lips just quiver thinking about him.

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Tonight I spent the evening with family and friends for my neice’s birthday party. It was a lot of fun. My brother in law got the game Rock Band and the adults were rocking out like mad while the kids sat by and watched! I ended up belting out a few tunes while my sister played Bass and backed me up. My other sister was on drums and my Bro in law played guitar. We made one fine looking band! A bunch of sexy BBWs and my bro in law, who is pretty damn good looking himself. If he was an FA Im sure he would have been in FA heaven. I never had that discussion with my bro in law but since my sister is a bit on the plush side, you are going to have to assume he enjoys the Plus Size ladies.

But no you naughty boyz, it wasnt my brother in law that got my panties in a bunch, it was actually my boy Rico who was texting me while I was out. He was trying to get me to hurry up so I can visit with him and have a little fun. Guess what I did after the party? I headed right over to Rico’s

Shall I take pictures next time?

Spring has finally come and things are really starting to heat up around here and I am not just talking about the weather!
Sex is primarily on my mind 24 hours a day but once in a while I like to take a break from all my naughty play and just curl up with a good movie and some popcorn and unwind in front of the boob tube. I am not talking about BBW porn movies ( even though I LOVE watching fat girl porn)I am talking about a good old fashion love story. My favorite movie just happened to be on one of the movie channels so I turned down the lights and snuggled up on the couch. I should know better because its movies like those that coax a reoccurring dream that I have been having since I was in my early twenties. The dream comes when I am at my most vulnerable, leaving me with a sweaty, sticky mess to clean up after. Within a short time I find myself cuddled up on the couch, daydreaming about him, my ex love.
The warmth that I generate under my blanket lulls me to sweet sleep. Almost at once, my eyes close and I am drawn into a dream that never has any real ending. It starts off innocently enough with a kiss…his kiss. The kiss starts slowly but soon becomes passionate; the kiss begins to represent all of the dreams, desires that had to be suppressed. I begin to melt into his arms and our bodies are so close to each that I can feel his hardness and he can feel my heart increasingly beat faster. As our tongues intertwine I feel his hand caress my cheek. I know somewhere in the back of my mind that this is a dream, it can’t be happening for real for he is no longer here but I stop the rationalizing and enjoy the moment for as long as it will last. I open my eyes and he is there, staring at me with those beautiful blue-green eyes of his. His face is as it was so many years ago, young, strong and handsome…my southern gentleman. Reality has no place here and I welcome the diversion from my hectic life. I at once fall back into his arms, feeling the warmth around me. The passion in his eyes is as unbridled as it was so very long ago.
Thanks to the magic of my dreams we are transported to the mountainside overlooking the Verde River. The passionate kiss turns into groping, fun sex play as we tumble to the ground. Within sheer moments we are both almost nude, basking in the sunlight playing with each other’s bodies. His hand reaches up and gently brushes his fingertips over my soft cheek. I don’t stop myself from leaning into the soft caress, nuzzling my face against his hand, my eyes lowered. I can feel him rest his thumb against the hollow at the base of my throat where my heartbeat is so easily felt. Looking up into his eyes once more, I know he could feel the way my heart is racing.
Hands soft upon my skin, he caresses my over my shoulders, down my arms, and brushes his fingertips along my sides. He skims along the waistband of my panties as my stomach muscles clench slightly in reaction. My whole body tingles, every nerve standing on end as if begging for his touch. Just teasing the outer curve of my breasts with the brush of his palms, he smiles into my eyes. Taking my hand gently, he helps me off of the ground to stand up. My thoughts are so focused on his touch, and his eyes, and his smile that I don’t even stop to wonder why I am not afraid to be almost fully revealed to him and the entire world. I don’t care that at any moment anyone could walk up and see us. Nothing matters but him.
I suck in a soft breath as his thumbs hooked over the edge of my panties and slowly pull them down off of my thick legs, inviting me with a gentle touch on the ankle to step out of them. He tosses them away and looks up at me from his kneeling position on the ground. I tilt my head slightly to the left as if puzzled by him then I reach down and touch his face softly, running my fingers along his strong jaw. He leans forward and places a soft kiss on my stomach before standing up and slowly pulling my into his embrace. I rest my head gently on his shoulder and slide my arms around him as he enfolds me within his strong arms. My body tingles where it is pressed against him, skin to skin. I relax fully within his gentle hold. My whole being seems to feel lighter, and the fears melt away. At that moment, within his arms, I know I can accomplish anything. Within his arms, I know that my fears were groundless. Within his arms…I understand love.
He steps back for a moment moving his eyes down my rounded form drinking in my rubenesque, goddess-like proportions. The soft curves of my hips and thighs are accentuated by the bright sunlight as it reflects off my skin and I stand there, revealing myself to him. I am not ashamed of my abundant curves or my soft, ample belly so I make no move to cover myself up. He can’t help but move himself gently back into my arms, pressing his naked body against mine and slowly moving the palm of his hand down my lusciously beautiful curves. He reaches over tentatively and slowly rotates his fingertip around the outer edge of my heavy DDD breasts circling my dark, erect nipple. Taking great enjoyment in watching it become firm under his touch, he leans down and wraps his lips lovingly around it, suckling it in and out of his mouth. I let a quiet moan escape my lips letting him know that I am enjoying every moment. His teeth gently hold my nipple captive in his mouth as his tongue rapidly flicks across it, making me jump the first time and then arch into his mouth for more. With a final lick he deserts that nipple and catches the other in his mouth to nibble on. I moan softly as I feel his teeth nibble my teat.
“Yes” I hiss as he bites down a bit harder and his fingers came up to pinch the neglected breast. My hands pull his head harder against me, silently pleading for him to keep going as I felt a rush of wetness between my thighs. His expert hands move with a feather light caress down my body, every inch of me… my arms, my hips, my creamy thighs, my juicy ass… circling around to the front of me, laying his hand affectionately upon my belly.
His fingers inch towards the sweet spot between my legs. Parting them easily, he hooks his fingers around my mound and begins to explore my nether lips. First one, then two, he thrusts his fingers deep inside me. He then lays me down, with his fingers still within me and presses his nose against my sex and takes a deep breath, the scent instantly filling him, no doubt making his head swim and his manhood instantly hard. He covers my wet spot with delicate kisses arousing me even more than I ever thought possible. His tongue moves every so cautiously, tasting the salty sweaty flavor of my skin. He moves up and down, pressing into me, allowing his tongue to slide between my folds and press deep into my flesh, ending the intrusion with a gentle flick of his tongue across the hood of my clit. Slow licks around my clit picked up speed a tiny bit as two of his fingers began to play around my opening.
“Please” I beg as my hips jerk toward his fingers, trying to get them even deeper into me. I moan as his fingers curve to find that magical spot only he could find. He sucks my clit into his mouth and nibbles on it as his fingers thrust in and out ever so slowly. I whimper at the feel of his teeth as they send a shockwave through my body. My pussy contracts to grip his fingers tighter. His skilled tongue picks up speed as his fingers sped up, carefully making sure he keeps hitting my g-spot on every thrust. He slows his tongue on my clit and just curls his fingers deep in my pussy, creating a whole different range of sensations. He takes his time, letting me become accustomed to the stretched and full feeling before he begins to finger-fuck me again. His tongue starts flicking across my clit again and his fingers quickly pick up speed to match. Making sure to hit as deep as possible on every thrust he starts pushing harder, slamming his fingers into me and making my moans echo through the valley. My hips rise to meet his mouth and my muscles contract around him as my whole body shakes and I explode on his face.
Then it is my turn. I begin to stroke him gently, feeling him grow harder with every move. I lower my mouth to him putting at first only his tip in my mouth. I begin to suck on his tip, this time letting my tongue caress him, wetting him. With my fingers teasing his balls, I take more of him in my mouth, using my tongue to lick the length of his shaft, sucking on him, feeling him get even harder, and tightening for me. As my hands begin to pump him, my mouth returns to his swollen cockhead, giving it extra attention, licking it, sucking it. I bob my head up and down loving him with my lips. He finally gives into me, flooding my mouth with his hot, wet cum. Gladly swallowing it all, I lick him dry, stopping only when I know he has nothing left.
I lean back, spreading my legs and look into his eyes, knowing that the moment I’ve waited for has finally come. He climbs on top of me giving me what I crave. Arching my back towards him I feel him slide inside me. Inch by inch he fills me up, kissing me again and again, taking my breath away. Passion envelops us; every thrust of his body is being met with my own, each one sending chills down my spine, increasing my need for him. My lips travel all across his chest, my fingers up and down his back, my legs wrapped around him, pulling him further into me. It seems we can hold out no longer, surrendering to the desire, I climax for him, surrounding him in sweet wetness, and he as well reaches his peak and fills me with warmth causing me to cry out.
At last we are spent. Leaving me, he rolls onto his back, immediately pulling me in his arms. We lay together on the ground, catching our breath, the sound of our rapidly beating hearts, the only noise breaking the silence. He looks at me one last time and the dream fades, leaving me with unanswered questions and unfulfilled dreams.
How does one say good-bye to a passion that was all consuming? How does one let another go who has truly understood them? How can I release him into the arms of another? Yet, I know I must. I have no other option. He and I were a fleeting moment in time long ago. He was a strong surge of passion that will never be forgotten and never to be denied. But now, he belongs to some one else. He wears her ring, and she wears his. I have nothing but memories and a dream.
How do I resist the memories that come flooding back? The shared passions, the words of endearment, the gifts shared and treasured? With time, I suppose. I know I am still in his thoughts and in his heart, as he is in mine. It just seems that those nights of hearing his voice is something my brain will not forget. I still hear him sometimes, in the quiet of the night when I lie awake in my empty bed and dream of what was and what might have been. I think back on those nights when our phones connected us to each other, when our passions were ignited by our words and cries of pleasure. Some might say it was so long ago that wasn’t real. Maybe it wasn’t. But the pleasure certainly was. I spent many an evening pleasuring myself after a long steamy phone conversation, anxiously waiting the day he would be home on leave from the military. I spent many a night dipping my fingers into my sweet snatch aching for him but that is another tale that might be better left untold.
I thank you for indulging me into my flight of fancy and dreams of what might have been. And thank you for spending some prime pud-pulling time with me and my Big Butt! Don’t forget to cum back next time for another dick stroking, cum provoking session with me. Feel free to contact me with any freaky thoughts you might have. I always respond back as soon as I can. In the meantime, check me out on my super hot web site http://www.torislair.com and let your fantasies become reality. I’ll be waiting to hear from you! Until next time, I wish you hot nights, sticky sheets and most of all wet dreams!
Love,

Tori

Its been forever and a day since I posted. I had to purge the system because I never got to finish what i was doing!

There had been some serious shit going on in my life so I took a little break. I think the worst is over so I am starting to wade back to shore. Things are finally going to get back to normal! I cant wait to hear from you all!

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Tori

Wow things change quickly dont they? When I started this blog, the way was paved with all good intentions but finally things just stopped in my tracks and life has taken a big turn. Life changes, friends changes, things change. *sigh*

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